In Loving Memory of Lucky(Crybaby)-22/9/06-5/11/06

To hell construction workers!

2006-12-21T17:24:00.000+08:00

Jus read the Star newspaper(21/12/06) i guess it's in the metro section - About a lil dog they called Joy, which got beaten very badly by the Indon workers near a construction site. Poor Joy no longer be able to fetch anymore toys and hard things with its mouth bcuz its lower jaw has to be removed due to serious injuries..How's Joy gonna be able to chew food in the future? =(

I might drop by to visit Joy at plaza DAmas , hartamas this saturday. Just wondering how is it doing..It must b in so much pain when those uncivilised BEASTS attacked it. I jus wanna say GOOD JOB and a big thank you to YEAP who rescued Joy. If only there r more ppl like the rescue group members..can't help being harsh but i wish i could beat up those inhuman morons .i dun remember them being caught at all..oh well this is MALAYSIA- country with first class infrastructure but 3rd class mentality!! just look at the god damn law against cruelty towards animals..even beggars can afford to pay the punishment! now u know how "smart" government gets...

It is very very heartbreaking for me to read news like these . At start, i didnt even have the courage to start reading the article-afriad that Joy might have passed away due to the torture. Thankfully it was rescued by rescue groups. Witnesses saw the workers beating Joy profusely shouting ''haram''..no offense to Malays/indons/muslims.. having dogs wondering around the area is not haram. PLEASE NOTE:: IT IS RIDICULOUS TO DISCRIMINATE DOGS JUST COZ UR RELIGION DOES NOT REALLY LIKE EM..n ur religion never ever states that u can torture and abuse them . As i said i believe in karma,what goes around comes around. AND i'm praying hard that those who has the heart to do something so sinful and cruel to these lil animals to suffer the same outcome as the animals later in their lives.

i feel angry , sad and helpless everytime i hear/read news regarding animal abuse. there's not much i can do..not many places i can let out my emotions..n not many understand how i feel . thats y i'm expressing in my only blog ...n hope ppl actually care to read it..

-where is humanity?-
GOD BLESS JOY

been a month..

2006-12-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

it's been a month plus since crybaby left us...yet i'm still missing him that much. I still feel the guiltiness, regret and sadness in me. I do regret giving him away when he was still so young. I'm so sorry crybaby~ but its already too late for any compensation..there's no way i could bring him back in my life. I miss u crybaby,i really do.. Each time the night falls and i;m all alone in my bedroom i sensed the feelings of emptiness...the lost of Lucky . Maybe as time passes, i'll be stronger ..but memories of crybaby and the loss of him will always be in my mind.. I will always miss him..as well as his brothers who once brought me so much joy,and at the same time,brought me the worst pain i ever felt in my life..crybaby is irreplacable..Rest in peace,baby .. Till we meet again @ rainbow bridge..

random

2006-12-11T02:16:00.000+08:00

im posting on behalf of my siter to avoid this blog to become pathetic
to avoid this blog to become pathetic

bubble looks so happy getting to go for a ride

but...now he looks so sad as he saw the cross sign of the building(vet)-he seems liek wanna cry

soon he came out liek this..what to do..look at what he did to his tail..
he looks so dumb! pity him..
anyhow he will recovered back to the happy bubble he is..

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" FEI CHAI "

2006-11-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

We hope u've found a lovely home with good owners to take care of you and to spend ur time with..Hope ur happy and loved by ur new owners...

We still don't know about ur whereabouts, yet we're quite sure u've
been taken by someone who loves u dearly.
May god bless u and Take care baby~! You'll always be remembered:)

BubblY Bubble

2006-11-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

- Been having Bubble for 5 yrs now.
- He's a male Shih tzu with lovely black & white fur and big round eyes but most of the time,covered:P
- He doesn't bark at all,unless i'm going outta the house or when he's too hungry.
- Not even to strangers..i wonder if it's good or bad
- He's very friendly..esp to kids!
- He follows me wherever i go in the house..he sleeps with me as well
- He's got a very timid heart, scared of the dark and will not eat unless i'm by his side
- Overall he's a nice companion who doesn't make much noise..hehe:)
- I guess he's bored at home..i feel sorry for him=( he sleeps almost every hr of d day
- He's got a good "fren" (his fav toy) named hyppo! he'll bring hyppo into the room everytime we're bout to sleep:)

Photogenic?

2006-11-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

Picture taken with the kids at primary school nearby..They all Love the PUps!
Pupz - Spotlight at the playground!

more pics on Roger & Benji

2006-11-23T14:58:00.001+08:00

missing all of em..

They l0ve to play in the park and push each other to the drain before i gave them away to their respective nice owners:)

* on the verge to push each other down to the drain..

*Benji's down this time!=O

Remembering Sheena

2006-11-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

in august 2005
Born seven years ago, Sheena was a beautiful German Shepherd who died just recently. The hope and happiness of a puppy was dashed when Sheena ended up in the hands of an owner who failed to take care of her. Aside from neglecting her, Sheena’s owner decided to end her life in his old house, leaving no food and water for her “because she was already old”. When the Selangor Veterinary Services Department rescued her, she was found tied up, sleeping in her own faeces. Sheena had to be put to sleep, due to her malfunctioning organs caused by years of malnutrition.

Sheena's owner by the name of LIEN CHONG SAN,an engineer in Subang jaya got away freely for abusing poor Sheena for a mere RM 100 fine only! so tell me,is it fair? what the f*ck is wrong with this country's law to protect animals? Petition has been going all year around for heavier penalty but till now,nothing has been done .. This is just one example of animal cruelty in this country,there r thousands more that did not appear in the news..Animals are living beings too..they know pain,they know how to feel just like us..y are we treating them this way? So inhumane..! LIEN CHONG SAN!read this:: i hope ur life is miserable right now..i wish ur career corrupts,i wish ur family hates u,n i hope ur future generation suffers all bcoz of ur dumb act! If reincarnation exists,i hope u'll be reincarnate into an animal & suffer the same fate as Sheena.

Nana bites our shoes!

2006-11-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

we can't figure out the reason why Nana has been biting shoes in my bf's house.Probably she was too depressed,but she doesn't look like.My bf hit her mouth for doin that but she doesn;t seem to understand why..the damage on the shoes are so serious.there's no way anyone could mend it back..it doesn't even look like a shoe! She's a stray but just recently only she started biting the shoes,all from the same rack..We dont knoe why..the rest of the shoes at the other racks are fine..maybe she hates that rack..n0 idea..I hoped she'll stop biting somemore shoes,otherwise,my bf's mom or sister will kill her or sent her to somewhere else,which i pray everynight that it won't happen.I nvr understand why some ppl never think of other ways to solve these kinda problems..Must it be sent away,caught by MBPJ or be killed to solve the nuisance? naive thoughts!!

There're so many ppl out there with the same thinking and that caused so many innocent animals to be killed..all bcuz they're a nuisance to humans!You mean only pure breeds animals deserve to be loved and strays don't??Even humans can be a nuisance..we don't kill our children just cause he/she behaves so wildly isn't it..same goes to here..killing is a crime,its a sin and that means KILLING ANIMAL IS AN ACT OF CRIME too!!They became strays ,thanks to irresponsible humans..it is never their fault and they certainly do not deserve to be killed or discriminated. Just try giving a lil care for these animals n they will be Loyal to u as long as they're alive...Nana came to my bf's house jus for a month plus,i've been feeding her all this while and now,she feels happy whenever i come over.See,jus by giving her some food and a few pats and animals will adore u and even protect u when ur in need. This is something that few of us humans will do..so y can't humans giv a lil love to these poor animals and we'll live harmoniously with each other.IT doesn't cost a thing! Killing does not sovle anything...it'll jus add up to ur sins..n i certainly believe in karma,what goes around comes around..for taking one's life,u will have to pay back another in the future..

Bubblelicious

2006-11-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

Have been neglecting my poor Bubble for the past few weeks.So many things have happened..still coping up with it. Sorry Bubble=) will spend u more Greenies.

yeap,thats a shower cap:P

am i cute?especially when i'm sleeping..hehe

naughty Benji

2006-11-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

I went to visit Benji at his new owner,Lai leng's house on mOnday night.Been a fortnight since i gave him to her..My bf & I were shocked to c how Benji has grown bigger..i mean not bigger,but his legs grew abit longer..hehe..can't imagine how grateful to c my puppy slowly grown up to be an adult dog ..He was really HYPERactive! non-stop running around the entire time we were there..wasn't sure if he still recognise me,but at least i know he's now happy with his new home.He bites anything that's around him..fingers,camera & even my HAir..! his teeth must be growing now since his mouth is so itchy..Both Lai leng and her husband have been treating Benji very well..he's so pampered now and i can c that he's reallie very happy to be their pet dog. He's also toilet trained now,Good boy! just 3 days and he knows how to do his 'business' at the proper place..how smart..Bubble took a month plus to be toilet trained=P The visit was really fun..n i heard that benji was no even scared of the vaccination..He didnt even feel anything (???) just a couple of weeks ago when we brought him to the vet cuz he had fungal infection,he was so scared to take the injection..now he didnt even feel a thing when the needle poked into his skin..how brave baby Benji is..god mama & papa were so proud of u..But godpapa said u are so naughty and wonder why your face did not grow longer,jus like ur legs..hehe. Benji finally fell asleep after one hour of running and chewing..Just like how a battery operated toy,his battery ran low after certain time n he'll be asleep till the next morning..

Would like to thank Lai leng and her husband for allowing us to visit Benji..reallie thankful for keeping Benji..u two are such great owners! hope i can visit Roger the next week=)

When they were young....

2006-11-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

the Babies....

2006-11-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

* ROGER*

* BENJI *

* FEI CHAI *

Bubble & Jackie..

2006-11-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

*JACKIE*

*BUBBLE*

Dead..or alive?

2006-11-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

Some people told me that lucky may not be dead...can all of u help
me to analyse this?Sunday noon: i was toking to new owner on vaccinating
Lucky,he told me maybe next week...an hour later,he came online and told me 'bad news..luckie is given to godmum'..Obviously i was shocked to hear about the news..How could he gave it to someone else when i told him to take good care of him?I wanted to see lucky and its so-called new owner at first..then the second thought hit me..I would prefer to have him back so i could find him another owner.. He said he'll contact his godmom.. i waited the whole night till 2 am but i still did not get any phone calls from him..i started to worry,has lucky gone missing? or the god mom refused to return lucky to me? I called him up again the next morning..For so many times i rang him up,he didnt answer his calls.By that time,a kind woman has alredi agreed in adopting Lucky.I was pretty happy then.that was my happiest day in so many weeks.. Still, he didn't answer my calls..I was pretty pissed off and i went to his house to find for him. His car was there,but noone answers the door.I thought he was out.I planned to go again at the evening..I was supposed to send Lucky to his new home by night.. I was getting reallie anxious when he still did not answer my calls by 5 pm.

i Went to his house again but this time,his car is gone.." Was he home just now?"the thoughts came to my mind... It's still a mystery up to this date.. I left him a note outside the door telling him to reply my call and whoever that reads this when they're home,plz call me because i'm taking back Lucky by 8pm.. Still by 7 pm.noone has called me regarding about Lucky nor the new owner contacted me.. I finally drove out when it's raining to his house once again.. The house was pretty dark,so i thought they're not home yet..Car wasn't at home too.. So as i was deciding to leave the house, a figure came out-the new owner's mom.. I was delighted to finally see SOMEONE in the house...I ran out of the car ,under the drizzling rain, and headed towards his mom.. the first thing i said "aunty, where's my puppy?"..She seemed reluctant totell me anything..for about 3 seconds of silence she finally told me that Lucky has died.I was horrified..I cried in front of her.

She told me that if i was a day earlier in finding him a new home,things may not be like that..it's fate.. Now i thought, if she really likes Lucky, y tell me such things? u would not want Lucky to have another home if u can provide him a home...Suspicious? and She told me she buried it in Cheow Yang..But why didnt she bury it nearby her place?there's a playground there.. According to the new owner,it's not allowed...But how sure is he that it is allowed in Cheow Yang?? I'm really very confused..and she buried together his dog food and toys...Reasonable about the toys,but dog food?

Noone exactly witness the whole incident..noone saw Lucky when he passed away..only his mom..Now i really dont know if what she said is true..or jus Lies.. I dunno if u all feel weird about it..but i have a strong instinct that what she said can be wrong Maybe i just didnt want to accept the fact that he's gone..but what if,he's still here waiting for me?? what if.. I feel so useless and clueless. Can anyone Guide me on this? Lucky,plz tell me what to do....

one-month journal

2006-11-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

My dear angel,
born on 22 sept 2006,
with the other 3 brothers,
your mom was there all the time,
to nurture and feed you milk.
there's not a single day,
that me and godpapa feel lonely or bored,
with the presence of 4 of u furbabies,
u brought us so much joy and fun.

we love having you 4 around,
we named ur mummy Nana,and u,crybaby,
If only we hav a choice,
we would not give u away,
For you're so cute and funny,
you are one dear puppy.

For one month we've been taking care of you,
before u were sent to a new warm home,
Andrew,my friend is the one,
who will be your new companion.

We thought you'll be happy there,
god mama n godpapa were so reluctant,
to send u over at his house,tears were flowing down.

Your one brother went missing,
exact date 2/11/06,
we've searched high n lo,into the drains n sorts,
There were no signs of him,
Aunties nearby told me he'll be fine..
for he's also as cute as u,
and please may god bless him,
So he'll be in a home filled with unbeatable love..

And u , my dear crybaby,
u no longer cried when mom sat on u,
No longer 'merajuk' when we carry u away from your mom,
u slowly grew bigger to be a strong handsome boy,
And how u love to play with your brothers,
and all that lush greeneries u love to hang around..

My fren,ur new owner, named u lucky,
but i still prefer u to be crybaby,
Exactly a week you were in your new home,
A car ran over you when u were out to play,
God want u back to Him,
AND i will nvr forget the date,
5th of november 2006...

-u brought so much joy to each & everyone of us..it just makes us harder to forget about it..-

tears ran dry...

2006-11-09T00:19:00.000+08:00

I know you're in heaven...In rainbow bridge..
I know you've left me..to find your own paradise..
I know i have to be strong..
I know i will somehow meet u there,
I know the time will heal everything,
I never want to know the fact that you're gone..
because i know i can never wanna let u go..

-unbearable loneliness..unbearable pain..heart still hurts,like a sharp sword stabbed into it..-

such a short time..but i appreciate every single moment we spent together

2006-11-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

mIss you So So much=(

You Are Truely Unique & One and Only to Us..you're irreplacable!

you were so playful & u loves plants..here with leatherback(new name Benji)
dying to bring u in my arms..
If only we have longer time together..=~(

A msg for crybaby...

2006-11-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

I visited him today,
to bring him flowers ,
to accompany him,
and to apologize.
I brought 6 crysanthemums,
each represent someone,
Nana,godpapa n me,
and also, 3 of ur cute brothers,
so you'll nvr b alone,
when i put them by ur side.

If crybaby knows this,
i would wanna say i'm sorry,
sorry for going there to c u after 3 days,
sorry for giving u away,
sorry for not taking good care of u.
And if crybaby hears this,
I would want to tell him i love u,
& i miss u very dearly,

i hope he could be away from the rainbow bridge jus for a slight moment,
and jus drop by our dreams,
to tell us his happy story at the rainbow bridge..
My crybaby,
always remember,
you're forever in our hearts,
with neverending love=~(
Wait for me,wait for us,
To be together again..meanwhile,enjoy urself at the rainbow bridge..

Till we meet again...my baby boy..at the rainbow bridge

2006-11-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Crybaby,

Ur mummy missed u so much,

She's been sitting outside the house,

for exactly 3 days,

It makes me cry,

I dont know if she knows,

that u no longer will return,

that u have gone to heaven,

to be with the God once again.

Few of u less understand,

The unbearable sadness we're facing,

Of those who has lost their pets,

"its jus a puppy",some may say,

but we say u don't understand,

For we, not lost a pet,

but a wonderful companion we lost instead.

Some finds us crazy and meaningless,

to grief so much over the loss of them,

yet again we say,

u will never understand,

for we will feel so much difference,

in our lives without our pets.

So here am i expressing,

the unbearable loss that i have to face,

yet i knoe few of u may not know,

or even understand what am i grieving of.

I turn to puppy.com site,

where there's this place called the heaven place,

dedicated to all animal lovers ,

who had lost their special friend.

Their kindness touched me,

they understand who i am,what am i sad of,

they comfort me,

they shared the same experiences.

I wrote a memorial,

dedicated to my dear puppy,

in the rainbow bridge site,

where all animals have died.

People told me,

Theres this place called the rainbow bridge,

where all the beloved animals will be,

once they leave the world..

They told me,

"dun worry,crybaby will nvr be alone,

for my pets will be with him,

playing all day long,

without worrying of food and illness"

If rainbow bridge exists,

i hoped my crybaby will be there,

happily chewing flowers and playing with others,

And one day when the time comes,

I will reunite with crybaby,

He will jump out of the group,

and greet me at the end of the bridge.

And we will walked the bridge together,

and nvr be seperated ..ever again..

my lil angel..

2006-11-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

VISIT CRYBABY, BURIED AT CHEOW YANG PLAYGROUND,PJ,UNDER THE BIG SHADY TREE ..
-Created by: Yee Mun & YeeYang -

With Lots of Love from Andrew,mummy dog: NANA, brothers: Benji,King & 'Fei Chai'

rainbow bridge poem..to those who had lost their beloved pets

2006-11-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Rainbow Bridge Poem::

Crybaby's other tribute::

The rainbow bridge..

2006-11-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

5th November..the dreadful day

2006-11-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

Forever in our hEarts, with neverending love..

My dear handsome boy,
born on 22 september 2006,
u were just a month plus,
before God took u away.
The pain was so unbearable,my heart bleeds non stop,
The feeling of sad and guilt,Never in my life i've felt before,
day and night i cried,
but yet i knoe,
U will nvr return by my side..
I did not have the chance,
to even hold ur tiny paw and say goodbye,
forgive me my crybaby,for i wasnt there with u,
u must b in so much pain,when the careless car hit u,
I blame myself,for giving u away,
if God will allow,
I will change my life for yours,
ur barely one month old,
you have not enjoy the beauty of life,
you are not lucky afterall,
I didnt even hear your first bark.
It hurts me so much,
when the flashbacks of you appear in my mind,
and many days have passed,,
I'm still missing u so dearly. ..