Saturday, November 11, 2006
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Dead..or alive?
Some people told me that lucky may not be dead...can all of u help
me to analyse this?Sunday noon: i was toking to new owner on vaccinating
Lucky,he told me maybe next week...an hour later,he came online and told me 'bad news..luckie is given to godmum'..Obviously i was shocked to hear about the news..How could he gave it to someone else when i told him to take good care of him?I wanted to see lucky and its so-called new owner at first..then the second thought hit me..I would prefer to have him back so i could find him another owner.. He said he'll contact his godmom.. i waited the whole night till 2 am but i still did not get any phone calls from him..i started to worry,has lucky gone missing? or the god mom refused to return lucky to me? I called him up again the next morning..For so many times i rang him up,he didnt answer his calls.By that time,a kind woman has alredi agreed in adopting Lucky.I was pretty happy then.that was my happiest day in so many weeks.. Still, he didn't answer my calls..I was pretty pissed off and i went to his house to find for him. His car was there,but noone answers the door.I thought he was out.I planned to go again at the evening..I was supposed to send Lucky to his new home by night.. I was getting reallie anxious when he still did not answer my calls by 5 pm.
i Went to his house again but this time,his car is gone.." Was he home just now?"the thoughts came to my mind... It's still a mystery up to this date.. I left him a note outside the door telling him to reply my call and whoever that reads this when they're home,plz call me because i'm taking back Lucky by 8pm.. Still by 7 pm.noone has called me regarding about Lucky nor the new owner contacted me.. I finally drove out when it's raining to his house once again.. The house was pretty dark,so i thought they're not home yet..Car wasn't at home too.. So as i was deciding to leave the house, a figure came out-the new owner's mom.. I was delighted to finally see SOMEONE in the house...I ran out of the car ,under the drizzling rain, and headed towards his mom.. the first thing i said "aunty, where's my puppy?"..She seemed reluctant totell me anything..for about 3 seconds of silence she finally told me that Lucky has died.I was horrified..I cried in front of her.
She told me that if i was a day earlier in finding him a new home,things may not be like that..it's fate.. Now i thought, if she really likes Lucky, y tell me such things? u would not want Lucky to have another home if u can provide him a home...Suspicious? and She told me she buried it in Cheow Yang..But why didnt she bury it nearby her place?there's a playground there.. According to the new owner,it's not allowed...But how sure is he that it is allowed in Cheow Yang?? I'm really very confused..and she buried together his dog food and toys...Reasonable about the toys,but dog food?
Noone exactly witness the whole incident..noone saw Lucky when he passed away..only his mom..Now i really dont know if what she said is true..or jus Lies.. I dunno if u all feel weird about it..but i have a strong instinct that what she said can be wrong Maybe i just didnt want to accept the fact that he's gone..but what if,he's still here waiting for me?? what if.. I feel so useless and clueless. Can anyone Guide me on this? Lucky,plz tell me what to do....
me to analyse this?Sunday noon: i was toking to new owner on vaccinating
Lucky,he told me maybe next week...an hour later,he came online and told me 'bad news..luckie is given to godmum'..Obviously i was shocked to hear about the news..How could he gave it to someone else when i told him to take good care of him?I wanted to see lucky and its so-called new owner at first..then the second thought hit me..I would prefer to have him back so i could find him another owner.. He said he'll contact his godmom.. i waited the whole night till 2 am but i still did not get any phone calls from him..i started to worry,has lucky gone missing? or the god mom refused to return lucky to me? I called him up again the next morning..For so many times i rang him up,he didnt answer his calls.By that time,a kind woman has alredi agreed in adopting Lucky.I was pretty happy then.that was my happiest day in so many weeks.. Still, he didn't answer my calls..I was pretty pissed off and i went to his house to find for him. His car was there,but noone answers the door.I thought he was out.I planned to go again at the evening..I was supposed to send Lucky to his new home by night.. I was getting reallie anxious when he still did not answer my calls by 5 pm.
i Went to his house again but this time,his car is gone.." Was he home just now?"the thoughts came to my mind... It's still a mystery up to this date.. I left him a note outside the door telling him to reply my call and whoever that reads this when they're home,plz call me because i'm taking back Lucky by 8pm.. Still by 7 pm.noone has called me regarding about Lucky nor the new owner contacted me.. I finally drove out when it's raining to his house once again.. The house was pretty dark,so i thought they're not home yet..Car wasn't at home too.. So as i was deciding to leave the house, a figure came out-the new owner's mom.. I was delighted to finally see SOMEONE in the house...I ran out of the car ,under the drizzling rain, and headed towards his mom.. the first thing i said "aunty, where's my puppy?"..She seemed reluctant totell me anything..for about 3 seconds of silence she finally told me that Lucky has died.I was horrified..I cried in front of her.
She told me that if i was a day earlier in finding him a new home,things may not be like that..it's fate.. Now i thought, if she really likes Lucky, y tell me such things? u would not want Lucky to have another home if u can provide him a home...Suspicious? and She told me she buried it in Cheow Yang..But why didnt she bury it nearby her place?there's a playground there.. According to the new owner,it's not allowed...But how sure is he that it is allowed in Cheow Yang?? I'm really very confused..and she buried together his dog food and toys...Reasonable about the toys,but dog food?
Noone exactly witness the whole incident..noone saw Lucky when he passed away..only his mom..Now i really dont know if what she said is true..or jus Lies.. I dunno if u all feel weird about it..but i have a strong instinct that what she said can be wrong Maybe i just didnt want to accept the fact that he's gone..but what if,he's still here waiting for me?? what if.. I feel so useless and clueless. Can anyone Guide me on this? Lucky,plz tell me what to do....
one-month journal
My dear angel,
born on 22 sept 2006,
with the other 3 brothers,
your mom was there all the time,
to nurture and feed you milk.
there's not a single day,
that me and godpapa feel lonely or bored,
with the presence of 4 of u furbabies,
u brought us so much joy and fun.
we love having you 4 around,
we named ur mummy Nana,and u,crybaby,
If only we hav a choice,
we would not give u away,
For you're so cute and funny,
you are one dear puppy.
For one month we've been taking care of you,
before u were sent to a new warm home,
Andrew,my friend is the one,
who will be your new companion.
We thought you'll be happy there,
god mama n godpapa were so reluctant,
to send u over at his house,tears were flowing down.
Your one brother went missing,
exact date 2/11/06,
we've searched high n lo,into the drains n sorts,
There were no signs of him,
Aunties nearby told me he'll be fine..
for he's also as cute as u,
and please may god bless him,
So he'll be in a home filled with unbeatable love..
And u , my dear crybaby,
u no longer cried when mom sat on u,
No longer 'merajuk' when we carry u away from your mom,
u slowly grew bigger to be a strong handsome boy,
And how u love to play with your brothers,
and all that lush greeneries u love to hang around..
My fren,ur new owner, named u lucky,
but i still prefer u to be crybaby,
Exactly a week you were in your new home,
A car ran over you when u were out to play,
God want u back to Him,
AND i will nvr forget the date,
5th of november 2006...
-u brought so much joy to each & everyone of us..it just makes us harder to forget about it..-
born on 22 sept 2006,
with the other 3 brothers,
your mom was there all the time,
to nurture and feed you milk.
there's not a single day,
that me and godpapa feel lonely or bored,
with the presence of 4 of u furbabies,
u brought us so much joy and fun.
we love having you 4 around,
we named ur mummy Nana,and u,crybaby,
If only we hav a choice,
we would not give u away,
For you're so cute and funny,
you are one dear puppy.
For one month we've been taking care of you,
before u were sent to a new warm home,
Andrew,my friend is the one,
who will be your new companion.
We thought you'll be happy there,
god mama n godpapa were so reluctant,
to send u over at his house,tears were flowing down.
Your one brother went missing,
exact date 2/11/06,
we've searched high n lo,into the drains n sorts,
There were no signs of him,
Aunties nearby told me he'll be fine..
for he's also as cute as u,
and please may god bless him,
So he'll be in a home filled with unbeatable love..
And u , my dear crybaby,
u no longer cried when mom sat on u,
No longer 'merajuk' when we carry u away from your mom,
u slowly grew bigger to be a strong handsome boy,
And how u love to play with your brothers,
and all that lush greeneries u love to hang around..
My fren,ur new owner, named u lucky,
but i still prefer u to be crybaby,
Exactly a week you were in your new home,
A car ran over you when u were out to play,
God want u back to Him,
AND i will nvr forget the date,
5th of november 2006...
-u brought so much joy to each & everyone of us..it just makes us harder to forget about it..-
tears ran dry...
I know you're in heaven...In rainbow bridge..
I know you've left me..to find your own paradise..
I know i have to be strong..
I know i will somehow meet u there,
I know the time will heal everything,
I never want to know the fact that you're gone..
because i know i can never wanna let u go..
-unbearable loneliness..unbearable pain..heart still hurts,like a sharp sword stabbed into it..-
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
A msg for crybaby...
I visited him today,
to bring him flowers ,
to accompany him,
and to apologize.
I brought 6 crysanthemums,
each represent someone,
Nana,godpapa n me,
and also, 3 of ur cute brothers,
so you'll nvr b alone,
when i put them by ur side.
If crybaby knows this,
i would wanna say i'm sorry,
sorry for going there to c u after 3 days,
sorry for giving u away,
sorry for not taking good care of u.
And if crybaby hears this,
I would want to tell him i love u,
& i miss u very dearly,
i hope he could be away from the rainbow bridge jus for a slight moment,
and jus drop by our dreams,
to tell us his happy story at the rainbow bridge..
My crybaby,
always remember,
you're forever in our hearts,
with neverending love=~(
Wait for me,wait for us,
To be together again..meanwhile,enjoy urself at the rainbow bridge..
to bring him flowers ,
to accompany him,
and to apologize.
I brought 6 crysanthemums,
each represent someone,
Nana,godpapa n me,
and also, 3 of ur cute brothers,
so you'll nvr b alone,
when i put them by ur side.
If crybaby knows this,
i would wanna say i'm sorry,
sorry for going there to c u after 3 days,
sorry for giving u away,
sorry for not taking good care of u.
And if crybaby hears this,
I would want to tell him i love u,
& i miss u very dearly,
i hope he could be away from the rainbow bridge jus for a slight moment,
and jus drop by our dreams,
to tell us his happy story at the rainbow bridge..
My crybaby,
always remember,
you're forever in our hearts,
with neverending love=~(
Wait for me,wait for us,
To be together again..meanwhile,enjoy urself at the rainbow bridge..
Till we meet again...my baby boy..at the rainbow bridge
Crybaby,
Ur mummy missed u so much,
She's been sitting outside the house,
for exactly 3 days,
It makes me cry,
I dont know if she knows,
that u no longer will return,
that u have gone to heaven,
to be with the God once again.
Few of u less understand,
The unbearable sadness we're facing,
Of those who has lost their pets,
"its jus a puppy",some may say,
but we say u don't understand,
For we, not lost a pet,
but a wonderful companion we lost instead.
Some finds us crazy and meaningless,
to grief so much over the loss of them,
yet again we say,
u will never understand,
for we will feel so much difference,
in our lives without our pets.
So here am i expressing,
the unbearable loss that i have to face,
yet i knoe few of u may not know,
or even understand what am i grieving of.
I turn to puppy.com site,
where there's this place called the heaven place,
dedicated to all animal lovers ,
who had lost their special friend.
Their kindness touched me,
they understand who i am,what am i sad of,
they comfort me,
they shared the same experiences.
I wrote a memorial,
dedicated to my dear puppy,
in the rainbow bridge site,
where all animals have died.
People told me,
Theres this place called the rainbow bridge,
where all the beloved animals will be,
once they leave the world..
They told me,
"dun worry,crybaby will nvr be alone,
for my pets will be with him,
playing all day long,
without worrying of food and illness"
If rainbow bridge exists,
i hoped my crybaby will be there,
happily chewing flowers and playing with others,
And one day when the time comes,
I will reunite with crybaby,
He will jump out of the group,
and greet me at the end of the bridge.
And we will walked the bridge together,
and nvr be seperated ..ever again..
Ur mummy missed u so much,
She's been sitting outside the house,
for exactly 3 days,
It makes me cry,
I dont know if she knows,
that u no longer will return,
that u have gone to heaven,
to be with the God once again.
Few of u less understand,
The unbearable sadness we're facing,
Of those who has lost their pets,
"its jus a puppy",some may say,
but we say u don't understand,
For we, not lost a pet,
but a wonderful companion we lost instead.
Some finds us crazy and meaningless,
to grief so much over the loss of them,
yet again we say,
u will never understand,
for we will feel so much difference,
in our lives without our pets.
So here am i expressing,
the unbearable loss that i have to face,
yet i knoe few of u may not know,
or even understand what am i grieving of.
I turn to puppy.com site,
where there's this place called the heaven place,
dedicated to all animal lovers ,
who had lost their special friend.
Their kindness touched me,
they understand who i am,what am i sad of,
they comfort me,
they shared the same experiences.
I wrote a memorial,
dedicated to my dear puppy,
in the rainbow bridge site,
where all animals have died.
People told me,
Theres this place called the rainbow bridge,
where all the beloved animals will be,
once they leave the world..
They told me,
"dun worry,crybaby will nvr be alone,
for my pets will be with him,
playing all day long,
without worrying of food and illness"
If rainbow bridge exists,
i hoped my crybaby will be there,
happily chewing flowers and playing with others,
And one day when the time comes,
I will reunite with crybaby,
He will jump out of the group,
and greet me at the end of the bridge.
And we will walked the bridge together,
and nvr be seperated ..ever again..
my lil angel..
VISIT CRYBABY, BURIED AT CHEOW YANG PLAYGROUND,PJ,UNDER THE BIG SHADY TREE ..
-Created by: Yee Mun & YeeYang -
With Lots of Love from Andrew,mummy dog: NANA, brothers: Benji,King & 'Fei Chai'
-Created by: Yee Mun & YeeYang -
With Lots of Love from Andrew,mummy dog: NANA, brothers: Benji,King & 'Fei Chai'
The rainbow bridge..
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
5th November..the dreadful day
Forever in our hEarts, with neverending love..
My dear handsome boy,
born on 22 september 2006,
u were just a month plus,
before God took u away.
The pain was so unbearable,my heart bleeds non stop,
The feeling of sad and guilt,Never in my life i've felt before,
day and night i cried,
but yet i knoe,
U will nvr return by my side..
I did not have the chance,
to even hold ur tiny paw and say goodbye,
forgive me my crybaby,for i wasnt there with u,
u must b in so much pain,when the careless car hit u,
I blame myself,for giving u away,
if God will allow,
I will change my life for yours,
ur barely one month old,
you have not enjoy the beauty of life,
you are not lucky afterall,
I didnt even hear your first bark.
It hurts me so much,
when the flashbacks of you appear in my mind,
and many days have passed,,
I'm still missing u so dearly. ..
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