naughty Benji

I went to visit Benji at his new owner,Lai leng's house on mOnday night.Been a fortnight since i gave him to her..My bf & I were shocked to c how Benji has grown bigger..i mean not bigger,but his legs grew abit longer..hehe..can't imagine how grateful to c my puppy slowly grown up to be an adult dog ..He was really HYPERactive! non-stop running around the entire time we were there..wasn't sure if he still recognise me,but at least i know he's now happy with his new home.He bites anything that's around him..fingers,camera & even my HAir..! his teeth must be growing now since his mouth is so itchy..Both Lai leng and her husband have been treating Benji very well..he's so pampered now and i can c that he's reallie very happy to be their pet dog. He's also toilet trained now,Good boy! just 3 days and he knows how to do his 'business' at the proper place..how smart..Bubble took a month plus to be toilet trained=P The visit was really fun..n i heard that benji was no even scared of the vaccination..He didnt even feel anything (???) just a couple of weeks ago when we brought him to the vet cuz he had fungal infection,he was so scared to take the injection..now he didnt even feel  a thing when the needle poked into his skin..how brave baby Benji is..god mama & papa were so proud of u..But godpapa said u are so naughty and wonder why your face did not grow longer,jus like ur legs..hehe. Benji finally fell asleep after one hour of running and chewing..Just like how a battery operated toy,his battery ran low after certain time n he'll be asleep till the next morning..

Would like to thank Lai leng and her husband for allowing us to visit Benji..reallie thankful for keeping Benji..u two are such great owners! hope i can visit Roger the next week=)

When they were young....

 

the Babies....

* ROGER*








* BENJI *









* FEI CHAI *

Bubble & Jackie..

*JACKIE*






*BUBBLE*









 

Dead..or alive?

Some people told me that lucky may not be dead...can all of u help 
me to analyse this?Sunday noon: i was toking to new owner on vaccinating 
Lucky,he told me maybe next week...an hour later,he came online and told me 'bad news..luckie is given to godmum'..Obviously i was shocked to hear about the news..How could he gave it to someone else when i told him to take good care of him?I wanted to see lucky  and its so-called new owner at first..then the second thought hit me..I would prefer  to have him back so i could find him another owner.. He said he'll contact his godmom.. i waited the whole night till 2 am but i still did not get any phone calls from him..i started to worry,has lucky gone missing? or the god mom refused to return lucky to me? I called him up again the next morning..For so many times i rang him up,he didnt answer his calls.By that time,a kind woman has alredi agreed in adopting Lucky.I was pretty happy then.that was my happiest day in so many weeks.. Still, he didn't answer my calls..I was pretty pissed off and i went to his house to find for him. His car was there,but noone answers the door.I thought he was out.I planned to go again at the evening..I was supposed to send Lucky to his new home by night.. I was getting reallie anxious when he still did not answer my calls by 5 pm.

i Went to his house again but this time,his car is gone.." Was he home just now?"the thoughts came to my mind... It's still a mystery up to this date.. I left him a note outside the door telling him to reply my call and whoever that reads this when they're home,plz call me because i'm taking back Lucky by 8pm.. Still by 7 pm.noone has called me regarding about Lucky  nor the new owner contacted me.. I finally drove out when it's raining to his house once again.. The house was pretty dark,so i thought they're not home yet..Car wasn't at home too.. So as i was deciding to leave the house, a figure came out-the new owner's mom.. I was delighted to finally see SOMEONE in the house...I ran out of the car ,under the drizzling rain, and headed towards his mom.. the first thing i said "aunty, where's my puppy?"..She seemed reluctant totell me anything..for about 3 seconds of silence she finally told me that Lucky has died.I was horrified..I cried in front of her.

She told me that if i was a day earlier in finding him a new home,things may not be like that..it's fate.. Now i thought, if she really likes Lucky, y tell me such things? u would not want Lucky to have another home if u can provide him a home...Suspicious? and She told me she buried it in Cheow Yang..But why didnt she bury it nearby her place?there's a playground there.. According to the new owner,it's not allowed...But how sure is he that it is allowed in Cheow Yang?? I'm really very confused..and she buried together his dog food and toys...Reasonable about the toys,but dog food?

Noone exactly witness the whole incident..noone saw Lucky when he passed away..only his mom..Now i really dont know if what she said is true..or jus Lies.. I dunno if u all feel weird about it..but i have  a strong instinct that what she said can be wrong Maybe i just didnt want to accept the fact that he's gone..but what if,he's still here waiting for me?? what if.. I feel so useless and clueless. Can anyone Guide me on this? Lucky,plz tell me what to do....

one-month journal

My dear angel,
born on 22 sept 2006,
with the other 3 brothers,
your mom was there all the time,
to nurture and feed you milk.
there's not a single day,
that me and godpapa feel lonely or bored,
with the presence of 4 of u furbabies,
u brought us so much joy and fun.

we love having you 4 around,
we named ur mummy Nana,and u,crybaby,
If only we hav a choice,
we would not give u away,
For you're so cute and funny,
you are one dear puppy.

For one month we've been taking care of you,
before u were sent to a new warm home,
Andrew,my friend is the one,
who will be your new companion.

We thought you'll be happy there,
god mama n godpapa were so reluctant,
to send u over at his house,tears were flowing down.


Your one brother went missing,
exact date 2/11/06,
we've searched high n lo,into the drains n sorts,
There were no signs of him,
Aunties  nearby told me he'll be fine..
for he's also as cute as u,
and please may god bless him,
So he'll be in a home filled with unbeatable love..

And u , my dear crybaby,
u no longer cried when mom sat on u,
No longer 'merajuk' when we carry u away from your mom,
u slowly grew bigger to be a strong handsome boy,
And how u love to play with your brothers,
and all that lush greeneries u love to hang around..

My fren,ur new owner, named u lucky,
but i still prefer u to be crybaby,
Exactly a week you were in your new home,
A car ran over you when u were out to play,
God want u back to Him,
AND i will nvr forget the date,
5th of november 2006...

-u brought so much joy to each & everyone of us..it just makes us harder to forget about it..-

 

tears ran dry...

I know you're in heaven...In rainbow bridge..
I know you've left me..to find your own paradise..
I know i have to be strong..
I know i will somehow meet u there,
I know the time will heal everything,
I never want to know the fact that you're gone..
because i know i can never wanna let u go.. 

-unbearable loneliness..unbearable pain..heart still hurts,like a sharp sword stabbed into it..-

such a short time..but i appreciate every single moment we spent together

 

mIss you So So much=(



You Are Truely Unique & One and Only to Us..you're irreplacable!


you were so playful & u loves plants..here with leatherback(new name Benji)
dying to bring u in my arms..
If only we have longer time together..=~(

 

A msg for crybaby...

I visited him today,
to bring him flowers ,
to accompany him,
and to apologize.
I brought 6 crysanthemums,
each represent someone,
Nana,godpapa n me,
and also, 3 of ur cute brothers,
so you'll nvr b alone,
when i put them by ur side.

If crybaby knows this,
i would wanna say i'm sorry,
sorry for going there to c u after 3 days,
sorry for giving u away,
sorry for not taking good care of u.
And if crybaby hears this,
I would want to tell him i love u,
& i miss u very dearly,

i hope he could be away from the rainbow bridge jus for a slight moment,
and jus drop by our dreams,
to tell us his happy story at the rainbow bridge..
My crybaby,
always remember,
you're forever in our hearts,
with neverending love=~(
Wait for me,wait for us,
To be together again..meanwhile,enjoy urself at the rainbow bridge..

 

Till we meet again...my baby boy..at the rainbow bridge

Crybaby,

Ur mummy missed u so much,

She's been sitting outside the house,

for exactly 3 days,

It makes me cry,

I dont know if she knows,

that u no longer will return,

that u have gone to heaven,

to be with the God once again.



Few of u less understand,

The unbearable sadness we're facing,

Of those who has lost their pets,

"its jus a puppy",some may say,

but we say u don't understand,

For we, not lost a pet,

but a wonderful companion we lost instead.

Some finds us crazy and meaningless,

to grief so much over the loss of them,

yet again we say,

u will never understand,

for we will feel so much difference,

in our lives without our pets.



So here am i expressing,

the unbearable loss that i have to face,

yet i knoe few of u may not know,

or even understand what am i grieving of.

I turn to puppy.com site,

where there's this place called the heaven place,

dedicated to all animal lovers ,

who had lost their special friend.

Their kindness touched me,

they understand who i am,what am i sad of,

they comfort me,

they shared the same experiences.



I wrote a memorial,

dedicated to my dear puppy,

in the rainbow bridge site,

where all animals have died.

People told me,

Theres this place called the rainbow bridge,

where all the beloved animals will be,

once they leave the world..

They told me,

"dun worry,crybaby will nvr be alone,

for my pets will be with him,

playing all day long,

without worrying of food and illness"

If rainbow bridge exists,

i hoped my crybaby will be there,

happily chewing flowers and playing with others,

And one day when the time comes,

I will reunite with crybaby,

He will jump out of the group,

and greet me at the end of the bridge.

And we will walked the bridge together,

and nvr be seperated ..ever again..